So I might be starting to like someone, for the very first time in two long years. And this is something serious, like someone that is worth fighting for. Like someone that I should try and be nice with.

This is the first time in a while that someone makes me want to be a good person, and lovely, and all kinds of awesome. But I am also terrified, because it has been ages since I have been on an actual date. And I can’t even remember how you are supposed to ask someone out without looking totally desperate.